Saturday, December 19, 2009
we spoke several times...once i mentioned human rights festival i went to - i shouldn't have done that...besides boring talks about food, running and nothing more detailed or personal. but tomorrow is a big day. i'm going for a first visit. i have just four hours so i must be before time, to make sure i get in before the tables in the visiting room are taken. i hope its not gonna rain. i have a list of things to buy. for some reason i feel like going to a prison...
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
YYY
1.
I look in the mirror and I see that this is not me....this is just an image and looks so fake. It is not me...I do not want to be...
2.
The worst days of my life. I did not think of this before..I feel more anxious about my future capturedness...It did not hapen with such a strenght ever before and probably never will again.
I am going to a big hole of the unknown: order, disciplinie, irrationality. I am really scared. I don't want to, but I have no other choice citizen. (or without high rank connections).
3.
I have dedicated last 10 years of my life to support for the people around the world:
-promoting critical positive and thinking and skepticism
-promoting right to privacy
-promoting Declaration of Human Rights
-developing openness, intercultural awareness, and peaceful conflict resolution
-respecting the differences and minorities within the society
-cherishing beauty of the world, environmental and community friendly traveling
-developing ecological way of life
...(sth I cant read)
What if all these are possible?
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These notes, I think, were taken some 5 days prior to conscription.
I look in the mirror and I see that this is not me....this is just an image and looks so fake. It is not me...I do not want to be...
2.
The worst days of my life. I did not think of this before..I feel more anxious about my future capturedness...It did not hapen with such a strenght ever before and probably never will again.
I am going to a big hole of the unknown: order, disciplinie, irrationality. I am really scared. I don't want to, but I have no other choice citizen. (or without high rank connections).
3.
I have dedicated last 10 years of my life to support for the people around the world:
-promoting critical positive and thinking and skepticism
-promoting right to privacy
-promoting Declaration of Human Rights
-developing openness, intercultural awareness, and peaceful conflict resolution
-respecting the differences and minorities within the society
-cherishing beauty of the world, environmental and community friendly traveling
-developing ecological way of life
...(sth I cant read)
What if all these are possible?
----------------
These notes, I think, were taken some 5 days prior to conscription.
xxx
I believe I am enough "proper" to be a citizen of this country and enough adult to know about "life."
A democratic state should not impose anything upon or terrorize its citizens.
xxx
I am against the idea that women is a prize for men. Women and men are equal. They are just human beings. Gender differences are created by this state. They use national history, obligatory military service, state-directed media and national education.
A democratic state should not impose anything upon or terrorize its citizens.
xxx
I am against the idea that women is a prize for men. Women and men are equal. They are just human beings. Gender differences are created by this state. They use national history, obligatory military service, state-directed media and national education.
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