we spoke several times...once i mentioned human rights festival i went to - i shouldn't have done that...besides boring talks about food, running and nothing more detailed or personal. but tomorrow is a big day. i'm going for a first visit. i have just four hours so i must be before time, to make sure i get in before the tables in the visiting room are taken. i hope its not gonna rain. i have a list of things to buy. for some reason i feel like going to a prison...